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What is your favorite art medium? Just curious again :) 

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21 deviants said Traditional, color pencils n such
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10 deviants said Photoshop and such, I love tablets! :meow:
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10 deviants said Traditional, paint! :iconluvluvplz:
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10 deviants said POTATO. :iconportalplz: :iconportal2plz: :iconpotatoplz:
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1 deviant said Photography :heart:
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Aya-Lunar:iconaya-lunar:
I AM A SHARK!!! RAAAARW.. That's a dino :dummy:
Tue Feb 4, 2014, 9:39 AM
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:'(
Tue Feb 4, 2014, 9:39 AM
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shout iets trg!
Tue Feb 4, 2014, 9:39 AM
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I AM A FISH *blub*
Tue Feb 4, 2014, 9:27 AM
Aya-Lunar:iconaya-lunar:
SHOUT!!
Sun Jan 26, 2014, 8:41 AM
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Okay.
Thu Aug 30, 2012, 5:45 PM
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but for real
Fri Mar 16, 2012, 1:12 PM
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I AM SICK!!!!!
Fri Mar 16, 2012, 1:12 PM
Aya-Lunar:iconaya-lunar:
I feel sad =<
Fri Dec 16, 2011, 5:16 AM
Aya-Lunar:iconaya-lunar:
I luvs you too :meow:
Sun Jun 5, 2011, 2:12 PM
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I luvs you ;3
Thu Jun 2, 2011, 4:53 PM
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Sat May 28, 2011, 8:17 AM
Aya-Lunar:iconaya-lunar:
yaaay,, me tooo! :dummmy:
Wed May 4, 2011, 2:21 AM
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i am a unicorn!! :love:
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Every donation that is given not anonymously I will give a :llama: in return, check out your gallery and give my opinion on it..

With donations over 100 points I will make you a simple drawing or painting of your choice,. (please make it an awesome request :meow: )

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Hi person.. You are looking at my profile..
If you like gore, macabre, spacy but colorfull stuff,. You should stay here a while, and gaze into the Endless void of those things that are in my mind..

I now have to go drink some blood and chat with Lucifer..

:zombie:
Also, I am secretly a Zombie, maybe a succubus, a werewolf.. Vampire?
Or a Narwhal.. Narwhals are cool.. :iconnarwhal:
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If you like my work,
please give me a like on Facebook too




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I will draw you something.. But it will require something in return..
NOTE ME..



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Journal Entry: Wed Feb 5, 2014, 6:06 AM
Facebook . Official Blog . Twitter . THE BEST PHOTOGRAPHER EVER <3 . Services . FAQ . Gallery

As you know, lately I have been more active around here,. And that's a good thing.
I've been creating more pieces in the last few weeks..

It's just that I feel so useless, everytime I create a new piece, I'm very happy about it,.

Untill I look at other artists who I think are much better then me,. I'm so worried about how I will evolve, what if I eventually stop getting any better, I mean I can see an evolution through the years in my drawings and paintings, but what if it just stops, at some point..
What if my art just stops evolving..

I mean do I even have an own style? Is my art recognizable? Do you see it is mine if you would see it somewhere,. Is my art not special enough?

I so badly want to be a good artist,. Maybe I am too lazy, or scared to even try to step in that world.. I shoulden't be so afraid to even try and make something in the world of artists,. But am I even good enough?

I like what I make,. But is it good enough?

Also I wish to skilled at digital art too.. But I'm afraid that will alter my style even more..
And If I were to try it.. It would be like starting all over,. Learning how to draw again.. I bet it will look like sh*t at first.. I don't want to go through that.. It will get me even more frustrated probably..

Anyhow, I want to be a digital artist because I believe that is what people want these days, for art.. You don't see traditional art as much as before.. Nowhere..
I'm also afraid of loosing the conection between me and the piece,. The contact between the paper and paint is gone.. No more getting hand dirty, no more messyness.. I will miss that.. Will I be leaving my standards?

Pffftt.. I'm just a big whiney whiner..

Am I overreacting? But this is what gets me so down.. It all feels so useless, what I do.. For who am I creating art? Only for myself? Only for my own pleasure? Will that ever be enough for me..

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  • Mood: Gloomy
  • Listening to: Someone Anyone - Anberlin
  • Reading: NOTHING
  • Watching: Supernatural
  • Playing: Portal 2 Co-op
  • Eating: Pasta with pesto
  • Drinking: Oasis mango

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Forever I have yearned.
Forever I have searched.
Forever I will be lost.

Find me, heal me. Love me, destroy me.

Now I know what is real.
Now I know who I am.
Now I know what I want.

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Anyone who likes my work, would you give my a llama? :llama: 

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9 deviants said Alright :)
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Thank you for the Llama
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Aya-Lunar 6 days ago   Traditional Artist
np
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Codliet Apr 4, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the llama back! <3
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Aya-Lunar Apr 4, 2014   Traditional Artist
No problem.. It's only natural :)
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gpmcguire Apr 4, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
Thank you for the Walking llama here is a llamacopter back.Llama Love 
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Aya-Lunar Apr 4, 2014   Traditional Artist
No problem! I saw you gave me a watch as well!
Thank you very much, thanks for the support :D
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:iconteatime-assassin:
You have amazing gallery, I love your style ;)
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Aya-Lunar Mar 31, 2014   Traditional Artist
Thank you very much! :hug:
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:iconbootshopstory:
Thank you for the llama :)
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Aya-Lunar Mar 30, 2014   Traditional Artist
No problem :)
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